God.

‘To You. If You are listening to my prayers.’

Its been long time since I last pray to You. I know I don’t deserve any more blessing for I’ve sin enough…

Yet, as one of Your creation. I pray for a map.

For I am lost.

There are things that happens in life, unpredictable. Once, You gave me gifts, but I didn’t appreciate it, and it ends up You took it all back.

We human will never really appreciate a gift. Until it is lost forever, and when we are, unable to retrieve it back as time is not forgiving as You are.

There are times that, I wish for result as I’ve done what I could. Yet the result may results in the opposite way…despair we always will be. However it is, I know it is impossible to pray that You will guarantee our wish will always comes true.

I had a dream. A dream in which I can turn back time, brought back things that was mine. But I know. You wont allow, and I understand.

Mistakes. Countless I’ve made in the 2^nd decades of my life so far, yet another more countless there might be. I can only pray that I wont repeat the same. Yet time may repeat it, all over again until One knows: it is inevitable.

I have a dream. Yet as an unbeliever, this dream might be too much to ask You. I don’t deserve it You might say. Hence so I pray, and pray again, hoping You may be listening this time…

I will, do what I could. And because there is no certainty in life of Humanity, I could only pray that all shall goes smooth. As for the result, it is up to You, my Creator.

I thank You, for taking Your precious time to listen while there are countless more Being out there, whom really require Your attention…

I, as one of Your creation, I humbly ask You: at least, grant me this wish…

“I wish I could, I wish I might. See a line tonight, separating wrong from right. “

May all be well,

Lee yen yao.

.the missing link.

"单方面付出的爱情是很难维持的。。不要觉得难过。只有付出真心的人才会得到他的真爱。。"--------凯雯.

I don’t wanna know the truth anymore, even until the extend of fearing to know it.

Past. Leaves marks onto the cerebral cortex. Bittersweet of the memories and time, smiles whenever the past flashes by. Inerasable. Irreversible.

I miss the past. But past is past. no point crying over spilled milk

Hurt. Physical pain, merely causes from trauma, injury or of pathogenic origin. Is Nothing. when compare to mental injury. emotional caused angina is thousand times worst than Cardiac angina. The wound can’t even be compress. It just originates from the thoracic centre and spread to the rest of the site. hurts.

Changes. Revolution. A total different realm than the original state. What gone is gone. When a thing/person goes into a state of absentee. It could be already stated clearly: long gone.

All will be well. As all whom lost will ever hope to be. For it is the only resort, the only hope. That they have.

Sometimes. Something happens and when you are total loss of hope. Help and caring may arrive from places and persons you least expect it. And when it happens. It really touches your heart. It really does.

you will never appreciate a thing/person until a time when u felt that, u have totally lose it and unable to retrieve back. It has gone, along with the wind. human nature.

What you’ve done will not always ends in result. Never expecting one cuz its never the law of the nature. Things might ends in vain, in the very end.

Faithful. an act. takes time. but if times couldn’t prove it in the end, it’ll be just another experience which One shall never forget. Because the price to pay for ignorance is, more time.

People used to say. One whom knows the History will never repeat the same mistake as past does. but why i still do.

Society fears individuals whom immerse in emotional state, esp the adverse kind. But does anyone out there, ever try to feel how they felt?

First cut is the deepest. Always the truth.

“When all seems lost. There’s still tomorrow , as the only reason to hope, to walk the line.”

Starlight.